Haunted

Hidden in the darkness, waiting, watching
Over you. Your body should be mine.
I'm ever present. You see me without knowing that I'm secretly
Stalking, wanting you.

Helpless keening, longing, lusting,
Dreaming without sleeping.
Feeling lonely, getting weaker,
Fading all the time.
These feelings consuming me whole.
There's nothing left of me untouched by you.
I'm haunted.

I want back those times we held each other
Tight. I thought that we had something
Which kept us in each other's hearts but clearly I was wrong.
Without your gaze, without your touch, I'm needing you.

Helpless keening, longing, lusting,
Dreaming without sleeping.
Feeling lonely, getting weaker,
Fading all the time.
These feelings consuming me whole.
There's nothing left of me untouched by you.
I'm haunted.

Those eyes, I always felt were
Penetrating deep into my soul.
You made me feel like I was fat and clumsy when others called me
Graceful angel, but not you.

Helpless keening, longing, lusting,
Dreaming without sleeping.
Feeling lonely, getting weaker,
Fading all the time.
These feelings consuming me whole.
There's nothing left of me untouched by you.
I'm haunted.

I can never have you. I don't deserve you.
I tried to match your wit but always failed.
Maybe this is my punishment, what I was waiting for.
Maybe it was never meant to be.