Believe

I need to believe that there's something more.
Tell me that there's something worth living for.
I know what they say can't be true, that life's it's own reward.
I need to know that there is a god.

I don't wanna lose you.
I couldn't stand the pain.
I don't need the pain after
All that I've been through
But if you're gonna go,
Let it be slow,
Cos I need the chance to say goodbye and to
Tell you that I love you.
If you cut me out it'll cut me up

No one knows about this hole inside of me.
Everyday it eats at my humanity.
I don't want to complain because I don't want them to see
That every day I lose a piece of me.

I want to make it stop but I don't know how.
I wish I could be seen but still be in the crowd.
I want to get help but I don't know where.
Tears flow all the time but no one cares.

I don't wanna lose you.
I couldn't stand the pain.
I don't need the pain after
All that I've been through
But if you're gonna go,
Let it be slow,
Cos I need the chance to say goodbye and to
Tell you that I love you.
If you cut me out it'll cut me up

There's a bunch of things that I'm afraid to tell you.
Don't wanna make it seem like you're nearly through.
I feel like there's a deadline and I don't know when it is.
When will it be our last kiss?

I don't wanna lose you.
I couldn't stand the pain.
I don't need the pain after
All that I've been through
But if you're gonna go,
Let it be slow,
Cos I need the chance to say goodbye and to
Tell you that I love you.
If you cut me out it'll cut me up inside.

-Repeat-

I'm sorry.
I don't want to be
Selfish like them.
I know
That it's my fault
And it's my problem.
I thought that I could deal with it
But I just can't handle it
On my own anymore.
Some things are about me.
This is all about me
I'm sure.
My life is polluted with the
Sins from my past.
I want to hide away.
You can take out the trash
But the smell never really
Goes away.