Overdose on Life

As I sit here all alone, I think about my life.
Is it really worth the hassle and the strife?
I don't even like it. I don't have any friends.
So I sit here all alone and wait for it to end.

Anything's gotta be better than this
Worthless existence.
Got nothing going for me that
Anyone appreciates.
Forbidden thoughts, forbidden dreams of
Things I cannot say.
A second's gone. It's much too long now
Who am I today?

Will they even notice or miss me when I'm gone?
Will they think that I had been living for too long?
Now I'll finally show them. Then they'll finally see that
I wasn't pretending. My hurting is real.

Anything's gotta be better than this
Worthless existence.
Got nothing going for me that
Anyone appreciates.
Forbidden thoughts, forbidden dreams of
Things I cannot say.
A second's gone. It's much too long now
Who am I today?